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So I found out I was pregnant a few days before Thanksgiving of 2009. I remember it was a Thursday and I told my husband, Dan, that I thought I was pregnant,because I had been feeling so sick for a few days. We had discussed pregnancy before and had agreed if I was we would be totally ready for it. We both felt we were at an age when it was either going to happen or not, so we were prepared to embrace it (don't let this fool you, we weren't prepared for a lot of other stuff soon to follow). Well he went to bed that Thursday night and although I told him I was going to take the test in the morning, I couldn't wait.....I had to know!! I figured I had two tests, as I bought a two pack, so I could do one that night and one the following morning. As soon as I pee'd on that little stick I got a plus sign and was in total shock. For some reason, I was convinced it wasn't going to be easy for me to get pregnant. Boy was I ever wrong, a month off the pills and BAM!
I didn't know whether to be happy or to cry, because my life was about to totally change. I picked up the phone and called the constant in my life, my mother. By the time she picked up I was crying and not sure exactly what to say. So I just blurted it out, "I'm Pregnant and you're going to be a Grandma." I wasn't sure what kind of response I was going to get. She was thrilled, which is a good thing, because it helped stop the tears. I cried because I wasn't sure Dan and I were financially ready and I wasn't sure and sometimes still question, whether we'll be good parents. I tried to remind myself of what my grandmother always said, "If you wait until you can afford children, you are never going to have them."
So here we are 8 months into this pregnancy now. The first trimester was a complete nightmare for me. I was sick all the time and so tired. I came down with the stomach flu and a week later got strep throat. I was convinced I was a walking magnet for germs at this point and was using hand sanitizer like I owned stock in it. The only good thing that came out of the first trimester is that my boobs were getting HUGE! Of course, I was also getting the gut to go with the boobs (to hold up the boobs). Go figure!!
The second trimester seems like it was a breeze and it wasn't until the first week in the second trimester that I got my first ultrasound since week 6 and got to see the baby. I cried during this ultra sound and felt so relieved to hear the heartbeat for the first time. I had been so sick early on, was worried it was going to hurt the baby, but as the nurses told me, "Babies are more resilient than you would think." It was also during the second trimester that we found out we are having a BOY! My husband was so relieved to find out we were having a boy and said, "Oh God I am so relieved, I don't know what I would of done with a girl."
I am now in the third trimester and obviously SO pregnant. I've gained something like 20 pounds so far and my belly is definitely protruding. I've long said good-bye to all my normal non-pregnancy clothes and hello to all the pants with elastic bands that hug your belly. I'll admit those pants with elastic bands are pretty darn comfortable. I wonder why overweight women don't take to wearing them? They just don't know what they are missing!
I had my first pregnancy scare this past week, April 29th. I have been keeping a fetal kick count of the baby and he's been quite the mover and shaker the past three weeks. It wasn't until late this past week that he started slowing down quite a bit. I wasn't even feeling 10 kicks in 2 hours and the doctor had told me that might be reason to be alarmed. Well I was!! I woke up on Thursday morning and felt him kick and then nothing for 3 hours. I called the Advice Hotline for pregnant women through my insurance company and they thought I ought to come in to be monitored. I went in and was admitted to labor and delivery and was given a room and hooked up to all these strange monitors. The minute I heard the little guys heart beat I started to cry. I was again relieved. They monitored his heart and movements for the next 3 hours and our baby was just fine. The type of movements he was making were changing, so we believe it may have just been that I didn't know what to be feeling for. I was lucky enough to get another ultra sound and I saw the baby. He's so big now and you can't even see him all in one screen shot. I saw his heart pumping and the little valves in it, his hands, his rib cage, and eyes. He even grabbed his foot for me with his hand. He is the most beautiful creature I've ever seen.
The bottom line is I'm a new soon to be mother who is paranoid because this is all entirely new to me. I have not done this before. I have been told that it's better to be a little over cautious than not at all. I just hope this some indicator that I'll be a good mother to my son Harper.